I'm still dismayed at the result. I suppose in theory, a couple of percent the other way and I'd feel fine, but in practice there is a huge gap between the country I would find myself in, as to the one I do.
I'm unfortunate enough to find myself emotionally bound to this place. Be it the United Kingdom, as present, England, Wales and Northern Ireland, or worse. I was born in Rotherham, one of the most racist, homophobic parts of our country. Spent the first ten years of my life there. I then moved to the Black Country, which was not noticeably different, I spent thirteen years there. It was in the Black Country that I became of voting age and every time I voted I had to take in to account the very real threat of the BNP vote. I found that horrible. I couldn't just make my vote as I saw fit, I really didn't want to vote Labour, given the things they'd done, but it was either voting for them, the Tories, or the fecking BNP, so I felt I had to vote for Labour just to hurt the BNP vote share.
I feel this is my fight. I'd feel too much guilty if I ran away. I've spent too long around racists (I mean 'real racists' not those who worry a bit about immigration) to let them win without giving everything I have.