I'm not a Manchester United fan. I never have been nor will I ever be. I'm a Coventry supporter. Always have been, always will be.
My son is a United fan. I take full responsibility for that. I perhaps shouldn't have taken him to Old Trafford so often when he was growing up!
Not being a United fan doesn't mean that I don't admire them. They've given me some wonderful moments down the years - '68 as a lad, for example. How proud, as a young English football fan, was I that they won the European Cup that night? It was only years later, when I was researching the 25th anniversary of the Munich air disaster for a radio documentary, that I became aware of the full significance of the night. Back then it was just enough that 'England's' Bobby Charlton had won it.
I was in Barcelona when they won it again - working for talkRadio. It was an incredible night for everybody anywhere near 'our' game. I even got a cuddle from Fergie as he boarded the bus to leave the stadium. It was a night when everybody lost control!
I was lucky enough to be in Moscow as well. Not a bad hat-trick.
There isn't a stadium I enjoyed being in more than Old Trafford. Watching it grow from the arena I worked in as a reporter on Piccadilly Radio to what it's become now was incredible. Sitting with George Best, Denis Law and Bill Foulkes as they had a title party v Blackburn, after 26 barren years, was special.
I haven't always seen eye to eye with Fergie, but what an operator he was. The best ever.
I understand a football fans' dying loyalty to their team, but doing my job means that you can have an affection for other clubs and people who work for them. I can feel for supporters as well - and right now I feel desperate for United fans. Why? I'll tell you.
Louis Van Gaal is failing your club - badly. I honestly believe that if he was the man of principle that he claims to be he would've walked away from the Old Trafford today, his head bowed in shame.
He's taking the mickey. United aren't making progress. He's spent £300m and they're going backwards. How on earth has he failed to qualify for the ko stages of the C Lge from a group that included Wolfsburg, PSV and CSKA? Ok, perhaps you don't win it, although I believe you should, but you HAVE to finish second. But fail to qualify? Unforgivable.
United's football is nothing like we've come to expect down the years. It's now 3 goal-less draws in 6. Two of the last three at home have finished 0-0. It's just awful.
What I don't get is the lack of criticism back home. This isn't about David Moyes (who did qualify for the ko stages) but if Moyes had served up this dross he would be been run out of town - and even I couldn't have defended him!
When I write these blogs I don't sit here in Qatar making things up. I speak to people. I ask questions. I listen. I can tell you few, if any, of Van Gaal's players are enjoying his reign. They're bored with the playing style and the rigidity of the training. Most people I speak to behind the scenes at Utd express surprise that the players didn't 'down tools' some many months ago. It's to their credit that they haven't.
No one fears United anymore. No one fears going to Old Trafford. I watched the rot set in at Anfield after similar years of dominance to those which United enjoyed and once it does, it's really hard to address. Liverpool have never recovered. I fear United are going the same way.
Contrast the malaise with the enthusiasm and optimism currently surrounding Valencia following Gary Neville's appointment. G Nev has been a breath of fresh air storming into that club and making people believe. 'I'm here to win trophies' he announced. Great. I believe him. In fact I suggested as much last week on Twitter and got battered because people mis-understood my phrasing. Perhaps it wasn't the best, but as regular readers of this blog know, (where more characters are allowed) I couldn't be more pleased that Gary is at last giving management a go. Phil, by the way, agreed with me on Keys&Gray on beIN Sports Friday night, that a decent result against Barcelona might be the platform to launch a challenge at the top.
Anyway. Wouldn't United fans rather have Neville at their club right now? Someone who knows the DNA? Someone who could excite and make them believe again?
I know the die-hards will jump all over me and tell me United are in the title hunt. Yes, right now they are, but does anyone seriously believe they've got the tools to win it? I don't.
I think Van Gaal is a busted flush. I gave him 18 months when he arrived expecting his arrogance to turn people off within that time. I sense it's happening. He's full of excuses week after week. The fact United aren't scoring goals is his fault. It's the playing style allied to the fact that he left himself woefully short of forward options last summer. You can't let as many forwards leave as he did and then complain that you haven't got enough. Go right back to the decision to sell Danny Welbeck. Why? And why to one of your rivals? Let him go out on loan - maybe, thereby ensuring that you get him back. That was crazy business.
The roof is crumbling at Old Trafford. Somebody has to do something soon to stop the rot. Taking about extending Van Gaal's tenure is not the answer. Replacing him is.