An emotional Owen Hargreaves is resigned to missing this summer's World Cup.
With his Manchester United playing career in the balance, Hargreaves has spoken to the England boss Fabio Capello, who has decided there is very little, if any, chance of the player making the trip to South Africa in June.
There are growing fears that, at 29, the midfielder is losing his battle with tendinitis in his knees that has limited him to 25 starts for United in three years, costing the club nearly £1million each
It is 18 months since he last played and, after more than a year of rehab following operations on both legs, he has reverted from training with the first team to daily workouts with the club's physios.
Last month Capello expressed the hope that Hargreaves, a candidate to fill England's troubled full-back positions as well as the holding role, would soon be back playing to confirm his fitness and take up a place in the England squad.
But recently the weekly bulletins from United's medical staff to the Italian have been less encouraging and Hargreaves, who was voted England player of the year after the last World Cup, has been left in an increasingly emotional state.
Although Sir Alex Ferguson has not given up hope on him making what would be a remarkable comeback, the next four days will merely emphasise what he will miss if his career really is all over.
He is due at Wembley today, to watch his club-mates try to claim the Carling Cup, and will be staying just miles from the Grove Hotel, where the England players will gather to prepare for Wednesday's friendly against Egypt.
With new captain Rio Ferdinand also struggling with a long-term back injury that has restricted him to just 34 of the past 92 games for club and country, plus doubts over the fitness of Ashley Cole and Glen Johnson, and the row between Wayne Bridge and John Terry, Hargreaves' news is the last thing Capello wanted to hear.
A broken leg and knee problems delayed his move to United after the 2006 World Cup in Germany, but he crowned his first season in Manchester by scoring a penalty in the shoot-out victory in the 2008 Champions League final against Chelsea.
However, his knees soon began to fail again and he played only three more games the following season, his last coming more than 500 days ago, in a 1-1 draw with Chelsea.
'I probably shouldn't have played in that game,' said Hargreaves. 'I struggled to drive my car for three days afterwards. Something was very wrong.
'The last year has been difficult. As an athlete you think you are invincible. You don't think something of this magnitude will happen. I obviously had the problem when I came to Manchester United from Germany in 2007 and we tried to manage it.
'Part of the problem for me was my competitiveness. I was new to United and they had spent a lot of time, energy and money in getting me from Bayern Munich.
'I wanted to do well, obviously. I came with symptoms (of tendinitis) but everyone said, "Don't worry, it will go", so I always tried to be available. But playing on it made it worse. I wanted to play, though, so I played through it.'
Recalling his doctor Richard Steadman's admission that he had never seen such bad tendons in 35 years of surgery, Hargreaves added: 'It was a dark day, hard to take because this was coming from a guy who was 72 years old and had seen a lot of knees.'
Hargreaves returned to United last September and resumed training but an intended comeback in November was put on ice. Even as recently as December, Capello held out hope for him. Fully aware of his valuable versatility, he said: 'He has to play.'
Nothing in that article suggests that progress is not being made yet its supposedly curtains closed for his career.