Gutted, absolutely gutted.
As far as the CL goes, we had an incredible journey. We lost our first two games at home to Atlético (3-1) and Man City (2-1), and I just accepted that we weren’t good enough for this level, but then we beat Shakhtar away 2-1 and I hoped we could beat them again and sneak into 3rd. We did better than that and beat Man City 2-0 at the Etihad and held on to win 1-0 in Spain , before smashing Shakhtar 6-0 and finished top of the group. Crazy scenes!
We beat Spurs in the last sixteen and then beat Porto handily in the quarter final. We got outplayed quite a few times up until then and our luck ran out in the semi final, where Arsenal destroyed us (6-2 on aggregate) Great adventure though.
In the league, we were 1 point clear at the winter break (22nd December) and only dropped 2 points for the rest of the season. Ajax, in second, didn’t drop a single point and took the league. Ridiculous and feels terribly unfair. A repeat next season would probably end my time in Holland. It’s not fun if you can’t make a single mistake.
We picked up the Dutch Cup, besting them in the final (2-0), but it’s little consolation. Most goals scored, least goals conceded, 75 goals split between our two forwards (41 for Brewster), only one loss all season, winning some great matches at likes of AZ and Feyenoord, and it’s all for nothing. No title.
We lose Brewster now for good, after scoring 70 goals in two seasons. No chance he is coming back, but Kenneh left for City in January (50 million plus 25% next sale) and we were able to buy Kean outright (13.75 million)
Armini and Kenneh are gone and some key players won’t return (Brewster, Motondo, Empadu, Nmecha) There are about 6 WNT windows on different players and some that need to be moved on and replaced, so a mini rebuild is on.
It’s the most disappointing end to a season I’ve had on this version, we were so good, but semi final of the CL was a great adventure and we rode our luck massively and has probably helped the club more reputation wise than a league win would have, but no title after all of that is gutting.
Can we bounce back? Will Ajax ever drop points again? Should I just resign in a huff and go back to real life? Who knows!