It's all good. It's a light hearted lament but a lament nonetheless.
It was simply the best resource for a wide variety of erotica. I followed pages on stuff like shunga woodblocks, vintage erotic photography, old playboy paintings and classic pinup drawings. All this before even getting to the actual jerk material. It had BDSM couples you could follow and learn about the dynamics of their relationship and individual amateur models who would display themselves as artistic expressions of sex.
All this on top of your standard porn categories. You could just Google Tumblr blondes/milfs or whatever floats your boat and have a quick convenient shuffle. Tumblr could be as high brow or as low brow as you wanted, and I wanted both.
I just don't know where else I would find all this and more, presented so well and in a way that is so easily accessible. Certainly not pornhub, reddit or the porn search sites I used previously.
In its own way I do feel that artistically and culturally the site is/was important (as well as pornally). It's not that the candy was any sweeter than elsewhere, just that there was a much greater range. And yeah it probably was sweeter too.
And with that fecking sad wanker admission, I'm off to hide.